三十歲。從(新)開始!

谢谢与对不起

“谢谢”
不要轻易说出口
因为你所得到的
不是理所当然
最好的谢谢
就是珍惜你所得到的
才对得起帮你的人

“对不起”
更不应该轻易地说出口
做错了
就要承认
道歉了
就要负责任
最好的对不起
就是不要重蹈覆撤
才对得起被你伤害的人

Movie outing at Cap Square...




P/S: All pictures grabbed from fievelski rensler (without prior permission..heheh). Click here for original post.

如果他不像原来的他

许多人咬牙切齿地骂自己最要好的朋友,说他自私,小器,不可理喻。
你们是不是应该想想,你不欣赏他的地方,很可能正是他的可爱之处?
当妳们从正面,体谅的角度去看,就会发觉,即使他错了,也错得可怜,可爱。

~什么叫作朋友? ~
对你百依百顺,不指责你的错误,也不表现他自己个性的,才是朋友吗?
抑或他有他的品味,见解,能丰富你的视野,能提出与你不同看法的,更能做个益友?
每次当你看不惯朋友的时候,都请退一步,静下来想想:
如果他真不再那样,还像不像原来的他。如果他不像原来的他,是不是也就不可爱了!

文:摘自网友寄来的电邮。

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我失眠了。。。

唉。。。 我失眠了。
好久都没有失眠,
久到最后一次失眠是何时,我都忘了。

都怪我在mamak挡喝了那杯teh ais。
一定是他让我无法入眠。。。

床上,我翻来覆去,辗转难眠。
就算我怎么把眼睛闭上,就是睡不着。
脑袋里总是想着东西,有的没的,胡思乱想。

是不是最近都过得太好了、太轻松,才会睡不着?

我想了好多东西。
想的时候,很想马上把它记录下来,担忧懒得起床动笔。
现在想要写出来,却记不起来了。
很无聊吧?

。。。

唉。。。 我失眠了。好久没有失眠了。我终于失眠了。

I've been tagged!

State 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself.- The 10 people I tag are to then to follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.

1. Saya tak berapa takut dengan...
Darkness as i don't believe in ghost but i'm afraid of ghosts... hehe

2. Tapi takut dengan...
Insects

3. Tak kisah kalau...
I don't care whatever you do if you are not my friend anymore

4. Tapi saya sangat pantang....
rude attitude, putting your hand on my shoulder, kata-kata psycho, blindly comment without first understanding the situation...

5. Saya tak faham...
why it is so hard for one to trust a person

6. Tapi saya faham...
I understand the feeling of being intimidated, bullied.

7. Suka makan tak bermakna...
It doesn't mean that i should have more.

8. Dan senarai di bawah adalah makanan yang saya tak makan...
I don't like pumpkin, cheese cake, coke, pepsi..........

9. Saya menyampah...
Orang yang suka buat psycho-psycho! Menyampah betul! ''Wuah...! Cantiknya!'' I doubt they say it from heart. I appreaciate comments from heart. Even though it is a negative one, i can accept it.

10. Bukan mudah saya untuk berkawan...
I can have many friends but frankly, i have only very few true friends. I see true friends more than girl friend boy friend. I believe it is more difficult to get a true friend than a girl friend.

11. Tapi sekali persahabatan saya tercabar...
If someone i believe hurts me, i will tell myself, "nevermind we will be just friends, normal friends" and the friend don't deserve my trust anymore

12. Saya tak kisah...
Same as above

13. Tapi saya pantang...
Same as above

14. Saya sensitif terhadap...
Latest music albums (limited to mandarin and catonese only)

15. Sebab kedua...
I like music. There is no life without music.


Ok, now i tag...
- Shiuan
- Crystal
- zLoon

Internal Review - the end or the beginning of nightmare...

29th Oct 2008
.................................................
It's 3am in the morning now...
and i'm rendering my layout plan manually. Shit!!! I still haven't done my perspective drawings!!!
After 5 days of crazy working, with a total effective sleeping time of less than 10 hours, i told myself:"i need to get it done no matter how!"
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It's 5am now...
Crap!!! I'm still struggling with the layout plan. What to do? What to do? I already gave all out. Time is just not enough for me. En. Ismar warned me yesterday during the final assessment. He warned me to completely the rendering of my layout plan and add in the perspective drawings. En. Mazlan said there are about 30% out of 12 of out failed in the assesment. The highest grade is A-(Beh? Fadhil? or Hoaysan? these are the names i caught in the bisikan), while the lowest is D!!! My instinct told me that i'm among the 30%. Haih...
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The inky-black window panels in my studio turn red, sun light begins to shine into the small studio where about 5 crazy fellows work like there is no day and night. It's 7am now!...
Huh!!! Finally i got my layout plan finish rendered! The bad news is, i didn't do any perspective drawings. Haih, sudahlah. I rushed back to my Hentian house to wash up and change for internal review at 9am. When i entred my house, OMG!!! Guan is giving his drawngs a final touch up. Superb manual rendering starltled me. After Speechless and terpaku for a few moment, i got back to my room and then head staright to the bathroom to wash up. On the way back to school, i stop by at double A to print some images of the site, kononnya nak tambah sedikat gambar kat dalam panel since i didn't do perspective drawings.
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8.30am...
(Hphone ringing.....) "Fast! Fast! Ask all of you come over to pin up NOW!" "Ok, ok! I know." Quickly, i put my 6 panels into the plastic folders and rushed the the main building.
After finish pin-up, i went for breakfast then to studio. I 'fainted' in the studio for a few hours...ZZZzzz...
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1pm...
When i woke up and went back to the main building, they were preparing to pin-down. "external review is extended!" i couldn't remember who told me as i was still really blur. I could see smiles on their faces. Some already start to sit back and relax and begin to 'speak bird language'.
25th Nov 2008 is the new date for external review. Now i have to upgrade and add whatever missing. 2 more panels as what i initially planned. i need to finish it before 25th.
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~THE END~

P/S: 'speak bird language' means talk nonsense, the content is funny but meaningless, like what our lecturers used to speak. opps!
Nice photo in courtesy of
Muhamad Adian Akmar's Photos - Internal Review - 29 Oct.