I'm sick...

Woke up 9am in the morning, feeling a bit different as usual. Ohhh... body pain! I felt dizzy and powerless. "Shit! I think i'm sick". And yes, i was sick. the 2 following days was terrible. What i did was nothing but sleeping and taking medication(not to count the occasional fbook session, hehe).

When i was sick, i lay on my bed, i thought a lot. How lucky i am if my Mum is by by side when i'm sick? How lucky i am if i have someone who care about me by my side when i'm weak? How good it is if someone can prepare my meals and medications? How good it is if someone can send me to clinic? How this and that...

I recalled at a time during my 1st year, when i was sick, and i mean a serious one(i can't walk down from my bed for the 1st day), my dearest roomate wash my laundry, my paras mates borrowed a car and send me to clinic, my direct senior bought me medicines and porridge... i was so lucky to have them by my side. Now i'm all on my own. And i should be on my own in fact. I should be able to be independent and take care of myself.

Chinese New Year is just a few days away from now. Let this suffer mark the end of bad luck of Ox Year. Welcome my best of luck in Tiger Year! Happy Chinese New Year.

I hate Thursday!

Woke up 6 in the morning, one hour later than that set in my alarms of 2 handphones. Arrhhh... i hate Thursday. I supposed to show my design today but my procrastination(i wonder is there a cure for it?) had brought into trouble now! I remember he said: "don't turn up for crit if you don't have space planning and building forms!" Oh...

Take a look at the weekly schedule... omg! I will be entering the 6th week of this sem next week. 5 weeks have been wasted. And i just can't get my works done.

Oh what am i doing here? What am i writing here? Is this a confession? Hey, you better listen, go get your works done, stop procrastinating!

末路 End of the Journey

拥挤街道 你你我同路
你的身影 我却看不清楚
过得好不好 有没有人照顾
还有没有人 熬夜听你说诉

只可惜
故事未完成 我们却走到末路
我们的爱像少了一块的拼图
怎么拼 也拼不出爱

走投无路
我们背驰各自的道路
爱停在没有续路的末路
天黑以后 我们还是迷了路















p/s: this is a lyric i tried during NewTune Music Camp. Post it here, it's incomplete anyway.

阿尔奇特者

阿尔奇特者
是一位洋人
他叫 阿尔 姓 奇特者

阿尔奇特者
即奇怪 有特别

奇怪的是
他千变万化

特别的是
他包罗万象

阿尔奇特者
她让你同时间爱她
也很他

你越想抱紧她
他就越想溜走
当你不在乎的时候
他其实就在你身边

找不到平衡点的话
你会走火入魔

阿尔奇特者
我越是了解你
我越是恨你
我越是爱你

It's again end of the year (Part 2)

It's again end of the year, and also the start of new pages of my life diary in 2010. My university life was never complete without activities, i mean activities other than my studio. One of my coursemate said: "i really don't understand why you want to let your surrounded by all sort of activities even during the final." I don't have to explain much actually. Coz he won't understand. This is my life, this is what i enjoy doing. I know what am i doing and i enjoy it.

Studio was the part that i don't want to touch most, but what to do. It must be funny if an architecture student tells you that there is nothing special about his studio life. Design studio was the one that make me more and more matured. Through the lens of studio, you see things clearer about your study, leadership, friendship and influence. I managed to keep the topic that i wanted to do so much for my design thesis. After all the hard works, the result didn't pay. You need to play the game hard and smart, and all i can say is i'm not that smart, haha. Well, no regret man! I play the game with the topic i want, what i've earned is something more than just the result. Got to play it hard and smart again now for this new semester(and hopefully the last semester, haha...).

Stamps! Stamps! Stamps! Because of Fadhil and Zaid, the spirit of collecting stamps resurrects in my heart again. I bring all my old and long abandoned stamps album from my hometown to share with them. Thanks to them and Iman, i got a lot more of new stamps now by using barter system, haha...

Before the new semester starts, Archustic Trial Camp filled in part of my holidays. It was fun and highly motivate to work with the juniors and also the friends from Twintech and Taylor's. The torch of Archustic 2010 is officially light up now. Let's work hand in hand to realize the real one in coming June. Hehe...

Just when i thought Trial Camp will be a good full stop for me in 2009, a new assignment came to me. Through Sam Ching, my Xia Xiang junior, i got the chance to sing in Circle Cafe, a musical cafe at Old Klang Road. I'm now taking part time there as a singer, hehe... I really enjoy singing and i treat my every performance as a new assignment. I hope i can be better and better.

It is now 3.24am 1st Jan 2010. I seal this post here with my blessings. To my parents and siblings, friends and relatives, happy always, healthy and good luck in 2010, muaks!!!

It's again end of the year (Part 1)

It's again end of the year. Year comes, year goes. Time never stops, it never waits. I'm turning 25 next year in 2010. Haha... It has been a fruitful year for me (and of course the tree bears fruits that attacked by worms too). When i browse through my previous entries of 2009, i found that 2009 passes very fast. I'm so reluctant to let go 2009. Too many memories inside. There are so many things that want to undo and redo. Don't know why, i don't anticipate much of 2010, is it because of what i've gone through in 2009? I started good in early 2009, putting aside those bad things in 2008, expecting a new life in 2009, but things doesn't really go as what i planned. Maybe, this is the interesting fact of life. Never expect too much of what u have paid for. Treasure what you have and be grateful to what you've gained. Luck may fall on you when you least expected. C'est La Vie...

When i analyzed back my entries of 2009, i found that there is one thing that keep revolving around me throughout the year, i.e. friendship. Frankly, i'm very very exhausted about this problem already. It drove me up and down like a roller coaster. I shouldn't have waste my time on people that don't deserve my attention and care. No one is perfect, and of course me too. I have to learn to tolerate with people's imperfection to make things better(if not perfect). So, for 2010, i wish i can get out of this.

Two major stage performance added spices to my uni life this year. New Tune Live Performance as singer and UKM Pesta Tanglung as dancer. Pesta Tanglung was a special memory for me. I never thought i can dance on stage. Moreover, i get to know a group PT gangs. They are playful, friendly and energetic. I really miss the days when practice dancing in Pusanika.

(to be continued)