Recently, i got to know 2 new friends in the net, a gal and a guy. From first impression, both of them are nice and friendly. We shared a lot of thoughts. Maybe they are new to me, that is why i'm not afraid to share with them. We had a few times of long chats.
Guy: Do you have a dream? What is your dream?
This question really puzzled me, i don't know how to answer... Maybe i'm still looking for my dream.
曾经有一个朋友告诉我，每个人都是自私的，没有所谓的朋友不朋友，什么纯真的友谊。他还笑我傻，要我现实一点。还说这就是现实的社会，要学会去生存。我听了之后，很不服气。难道这世界上没有真心的朋友吗？
大学第四年了，我还在为了我不该烦的东西苦恼。如果可以省略掉这些烦人的东西，我想我可以把时间花在课业上，更努力的去搞好我的功课。但认真想一想，人是有感情的动物，而我却是吧朋友关系看得很重的人，想不为了朋友而烦恼，是不肯能的。
“ 改变不了的，就要尝试去接受；若还是接受不了的话，就只好放弃了”。感情的事不能勉强，勉强不会有幸福。做朋友也是一样。经历了一些不愉快的事情后，我才深深地体会到，为什么我的好朋友，可以跟我那么好。那是因为，我们彼此都可以接受对方，we accept each other as what we are! 这点很重要。
我总是不明白，为什么越是认识一个人，你不是越来越喜欢他，就是讨厌他。四年了，四年的时间，不是说，“放了”，就可以“忘了”。每个人心中，都有属于自己的那一股自尊与傲慢。自尊是个人面子的最底线，而傲慢却是为了不服输而争取的面子。要放下身段，个人原则，而去接受另一个人，需要很大的勇气与努力。不是说要接受，就办得到。一旦豁出去了，才知道办不到，那有多伤啊！也许是因为我们没有缘分吧。就像宇珩在《依然是朋友》里唱的那一句：“多希望我们不曾相识过”。
心倦了，泪干了。可以做的，都做完了。不想做的，也做过了。真的很累，很累。。。
Today, i have learnt something precious. Yes, very precious, useful and meaningful. I never know i can practice my breathing technique using 4 lighted candles. Thanks to Arif for giving such a wonderful singing lesson. He actually showed my a series of vocal practices that really opened my eyes.
Well, learning it is not very hard but the problem is to master it is not easy. I have to put more efforts in it. Hopefully, within these 2 weeks time, i can come up with something better than what i am able to do now! So, practice, practice and practice! practice makes perfect!
最近的我
比较忙
有点累
但心不疲惫
最近的我
是非多
不想理会
也管不着
最近的我
情绪化
如果可以
我要把它全都画出来
最近的我
很矛盾
心情说不上好
也不算坏
最近的我
就像最近的我。。。
It's week no. 8 now for my 4th year 2nd semester. There are 6 weeks remaining before the final exam comes. Life is getting busier, but luckily, there is always a space for me to breath.
Life is still moving on no matter how hard you are facing now. Be positive, be prepared and be courageous!
Yoh! One of my resolutions in 2009 is to visit the only state that i've never been -- Kelantan. Thanks to Zaid, i did it now! Huhu... ^。^
2 day 2 night stay in Kelantan was a different but memorable experience for me. Fadhil and I visited Zaid in Gertak Kepuchu (Adian corrected me the name) and had a 2-night stay there. There i got the chance to see the bungalow that houses 13 siblings and their parents. Haha... his family members were friendly and sporting, esp. Zaid's mum. I would talked more if i can understand and speak BM with Kelantan slang.
All the while, i got to know about Kelantan from books and other people's mouths. Now i got the chance to experience the lifestyle and cultures here. To be honest, i was quite surprising to see what they have in Kelantan, esp. Kota Bharu. It is a quite up-to-date city actually. It is comparable with my hometown. The sign boards with Jawi is unique! You can't find it in other places of Malaysia. The people are friendly, even though there are only a few of Chinese here. The food are delicious! I tried their 'sweet into heart' kuih-muih (i can say all the kuih are sweet!), but i really cannot eat Tapai, i don't like it. There, i tried sup belut for the first time and it was yummy!
The Chinese there speak good Kelantan BM. They are no different from Chinese from other states. Zaid brought me to a few worship places of Chinese community there. I was amazed by what they have there. Tallest and longest Buddha statues are in Kelantan! The number of Wat and Tokong are more than that in Kedah. We enjoyed taking pictures there. And more luckily, i got the chance to visit old traditional Chinise house with is more than 100 years old!
Not to mention the historical sites in Kota Bahru. The old istana, muzium and other buildings are now places of interest for tourists. Besides, there are beautiful beaches for you to kill your time under the sun light. We went there to enjoy the sea breeze and have seafood.
Pasar malam is another must visit place in Kelantan. Different spots of pasar malam area located around Kota Bharu. The biggest one in... Wakaf Che Yeh (the name is corrected by Fara-D). It is huge and it operates late into midnight.
Well, it was really an eye-opening journey for me in Kelantan. I can see the people there live a simple life but the are happy. 2 days there was not enough! I'm sure there are more for me to explore. I know that there will a second visit in the future.
